i never update this. livejournal is so complicated now. i remember when it was just sign in, write your stuff, post. now there are so many options. i can insert an image or imbed media. i don't have to know any coding anymore. the fate of our webdesigners is questionable. however, the fate of the world is also questionable. something about livejournal makes me feel the need to be cryptic and poetic. how silly.

today i am going to see a boy i haven't seen in three years. i am debating telling him the truth about what has happened to me since we graduated or making up some elaborate story. he probably wouldn't believe the story anyway. he was never the type to make up lies.

i've been thinking about nicks #1 and #4 a lot lately. nick #3 is so useless he's not even really worth mentioning anymore except that he is in fact nick #3. and nick #2 is getting further and further away from me all the time. #1 and #4 are the only ones left really and if #1 went away it wouldn't be sad. he makes me so angry with his "better than everyone" attitude and his controlling nature.

this is really pointless. i can't wait to go back to school.

Dear ugly default livejournal template,

I have not had one of you in many years. I hope you serve me well. I will probably never write in you, but maybe people will add me anyway. That would be fun. I am so match with all of my accounts now. I haven't been matchy like this in ages.

xoxo
Felicia